I just checked out postbox ep trailer and my hair is standing lke crazy and i have no idea why. cant explain why but i feel good listening to their songs. fucking shit. i cant wait for 21st feb for their ep launch!, hehe check out their myspace. www.myspace.com/postboxband
Take me to the disco ball
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Friday, February 06, 2009
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Bad day..
Went to raffles city after a phone call from my aunt to go for job interview for robinsons, the one as the expo. i took a cab there coz i was lazy and blah, i went to find aunt and she brought me to the queue. i entered by the front so with every turn i took, the queue got longer and longer. i got intimidated and felt scared. idk why, i jsut left the queue. no i didnt even queue. i just told aunt that i dont want it, and she asked me to come earlier tmrw, which is 2pm. i have no idea what to do. and i was alone. tried calling some people but everyone was busy. i felt like melting and be a part of the ground. i didnt know whre to go. felt lonely. walked around and i asked myself, "wtf am i doing?", so i left. i took to serangoon and i was so absorbed and upset that i missed my train station and stopped at kovan and took another train back to serangoon. fuck?
then aunt texted me and tlel me to call this guy to ask for a job, and i called and he rejected me dmanit. i gave up there. seriously. wehn she texted me i felt maybe there is hope, but when my phone read "disconnected" after a few secs of waiting for thim to pick up, it died off. fucking shit.
I know its just a small issue but i felt so fucked up.
Madness.
Went to raffles city after a phone call from my aunt to go for job interview for robinsons, the one as the expo. i took a cab there coz i was lazy and blah, i went to find aunt and she brought me to the queue. i entered by the front so with every turn i took, the queue got longer and longer. i got intimidated and felt scared. idk why, i jsut left the queue. no i didnt even queue. i just told aunt that i dont want it, and she asked me to come earlier tmrw, which is 2pm. i have no idea what to do. and i was alone. tried calling some people but everyone was busy. i felt like melting and be a part of the ground. i didnt know whre to go. felt lonely. walked around and i asked myself, "wtf am i doing?", so i left. i took to serangoon and i was so absorbed and upset that i missed my train station and stopped at kovan and took another train back to serangoon. fuck?
then aunt texted me and tlel me to call this guy to ask for a job, and i called and he rejected me dmanit. i gave up there. seriously. wehn she texted me i felt maybe there is hope, but when my phone read "disconnected" after a few secs of waiting for thim to pick up, it died off. fucking shit.
I know its just a small issue but i felt so fucked up.
Madness.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
I watched live N Loaded just now and i was like whaada. haha? but some acts were like, woah.heh.. next week's my turn to go hehe. i kinda have doubts abt gg now coz yeah the crowd..hmmm. saw a few familiar faces/monkeys in the crowds. hehe.. but i really wanna catch plain sunset. so yeah!
i stayed home today and fat fits again and went to the gym to work out, suprising?
i am eating yogurt which is flavoured passion fruit and its surprisingly nice hehe, eat yogurt. no ice cream! heh low fat
anyway i jsut downloaded the new msn msnger and its so nice hehehe. okay whatever im a mountain tortoise
kay this post is lame and random whateverrrrr, im jsut bored
i stayed home today and fat fits again and went to the gym to work out, suprising?
i am eating yogurt which is flavoured passion fruit and its surprisingly nice hehe, eat yogurt. no ice cream! heh low fat
anyway i jsut downloaded the new msn msnger and its so nice hehehe. okay whatever im a mountain tortoise
kay this post is lame and random whateverrrrr, im jsut bored
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Yesterday, long day which turned out pretty well. haha. met Ger at 345 instead of 330, she was late although i was late. hehe. we went to bugis street hahaha, i thought i could find some hidden treasures but all i found was ah lian and trendy wankers nonsense. hehehe, sorrry. so we got bored, and i... brought her to sungei road! hahaha. she was so fascinated she got amused by everything. the wires the phone the things they sell hahaha, it was so funny. she bought something from this aunty which i bought from last time too. hahaha we pitied her so we gave her a dollar more. hehe (: *angelic hahaha..
So we left and met J and K and head on to my place for tennnnisssss, and blah it was kinda boring. kinda tensed too.idk why. we brought down 6 balls, in which we lost 5, got back 4, and lost idk how many any left with 1. hehhhhhhhhhh. damn. So L came and at 8 we left blahblah went to chomp2 agaaaaaain. frigging full man. cabbed to lennon's place and chill. same old same old.
Happy birthday H
this photo is funny haha look at my face
then slacking at lennon's.
So we left and met J and K and head on to my place for tennnnisssss, and blah it was kinda boring. kinda tensed too.idk why. we brought down 6 balls, in which we lost 5, got back 4, and lost idk how many any left with 1. hehhhhhhhhhh. damn. So L came and at 8 we left blahblah went to chomp2 agaaaaaain. frigging full man. cabbed to lennon's place and chill. same old same old.
Happy birthday H
this photo is funny haha look at my face
then slacking at lennon's.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Jumper
Kay so stop asking.
Which was my first choice, so yeah, i guess if i think postively this is the only good deal tht came out of my o levels. hah? so my interview was successful. guess i was lucky, no i am blessed, coz most of my friends got into horrible courses. so yeh...
6.45am, 30/01/09 - moe: SAMANTHA THAM YUAN LING, you are posted to
REPUBLIC POLY, Integrated Events Management (R28) under 2009 JAE.
Kay so stop asking.
Which was my first choice, so yeah, i guess if i think postively this is the only good deal tht came out of my o levels. hah? so my interview was successful. guess i was lucky, no i am blessed, coz most of my friends got into horrible courses. so yeh...
Friday, January 30, 2009
Have been busy lately
So ytd, it was Kevin's birthday. and before that i met ameera and michelle, haha and we chilled and stuff coz i havent seen mich for a long time hehe. so went to the library cafe to eat/drink and walkedwalked blahblah we were so tired, idk why im tired too? haha.
so at 5 i went to city hall to meet L and K but damn they were late and i was late alrdy. so i got annoyed hahaha and went shopping with the company of germaine on te phone hahaha. i bought a pair of heels coz i thought iw as wearing too slackish since ger told me she was wearing dress and james was wearing nice. i was just wearing a sweater and jeans hahaha. so i bought a pair of nice heels to wear hehehe. and for once i saw lennon in jeans :O hahaha so yeah. headed down to msq yuki yaki but it was packed so we went to seoul garden. i ate little the rest ate like soo much.
haha so anyw me and ger planned on getting K a bday cake so we had to run to swensens in my frigging heels so i changed halfway hahaha back to my flats and ran back. so the cake was like jostled (hahahaha exaggerating) coz we afraid kevin would see us so in the end we asked james to get one of the waitress out to take the cake. so yay! hahaha. thn we were eating eating the chocolate fondue hahaha and they tried mixing chocolate and cooking nonsense, wasting food in other words. the manager came out with the cake and everyone started clapping and singing Happy Birthday hahaha, kevin's face was priceless hahaha then he started clapping and pointing to lennon hahahaha. so yeah, it was really fun. snapped alot of photos and yeah. here's a full account on what happened coz Gail wasnt there(she in japan) and yeh she pretty much would want to know wht happened. (: so went shopping a bit and home
Tdy, mich foreced me to go training with her. and i didnt really enjoy coz i dont like the new team. i miss the 07 team)): booo. kayyyy so yeah as usual she snapped photos and snapped non stop with ehr pinky camera hehe. so blah, my shorts was so tight ahhahaha i couldnt move i felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. blah. so lazy la. so went for dinner with mich and ger joined us. had jamming at the flower shop hahaha. its a small room which has drums and amps yeh so we got to jam for free. we played Hot n Cold successfully, and a bit of Put Your Records On coz kent didnt learn again, blah. so yeah it was pretty good haha. my arm was aching like hell though..so we left at 930 and icekimo.boring! blahblah catch up &stuff.
Results are tmrw morning.scary mary.i heard its btw 8am-11am? haha im gonna wake up at 12pm so i dont have to stare at my phone and get scared. haha.
Happy birthday kevin!
So ytd, it was Kevin's birthday. and before that i met ameera and michelle, haha and we chilled and stuff coz i havent seen mich for a long time hehe. so went to the library cafe to eat/drink and walkedwalked blahblah we were so tired, idk why im tired too? haha.
so at 5 i went to city hall to meet L and K but damn they were late and i was late alrdy. so i got annoyed hahaha and went shopping with the company of germaine on te phone hahaha. i bought a pair of heels coz i thought iw as wearing too slackish since ger told me she was wearing dress and james was wearing nice. i was just wearing a sweater and jeans hahaha. so i bought a pair of nice heels to wear hehehe. and for once i saw lennon in jeans :O hahaha so yeah. headed down to msq yuki yaki but it was packed so we went to seoul garden. i ate little the rest ate like soo much.
haha so anyw me and ger planned on getting K a bday cake so we had to run to swensens in my frigging heels so i changed halfway hahaha back to my flats and ran back. so the cake was like jostled (hahahaha exaggerating) coz we afraid kevin would see us so in the end we asked james to get one of the waitress out to take the cake. so yay! hahaha. thn we were eating eating the chocolate fondue hahaha and they tried mixing chocolate and cooking nonsense, wasting food in other words. the manager came out with the cake and everyone started clapping and singing Happy Birthday hahaha, kevin's face was priceless hahaha then he started clapping and pointing to lennon hahahaha. so yeah, it was really fun. snapped alot of photos and yeah. here's a full account on what happened coz Gail wasnt there(she in japan) and yeh she pretty much would want to know wht happened. (: so went shopping a bit and home
Tdy, mich foreced me to go training with her. and i didnt really enjoy coz i dont like the new team. i miss the 07 team)): booo. kayyyy so yeah as usual she snapped photos and snapped non stop with ehr pinky camera hehe. so blah, my shorts was so tight ahhahaha i couldnt move i felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. blah. so lazy la. so went for dinner with mich and ger joined us. had jamming at the flower shop hahaha. its a small room which has drums and amps yeh so we got to jam for free. we played Hot n Cold successfully, and a bit of Put Your Records On coz kent didnt learn again, blah. so yeah it was pretty good haha. my arm was aching like hell though..so we left at 930 and icekimo.boring! blahblah catch up &stuff.
Results are tmrw morning.scary mary.i heard its btw 8am-11am? haha im gonna wake up at 12pm so i dont have to stare at my phone and get scared. haha.
Happy birthday kevin!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I want to let go yet i want to hold on
Im getting extremely extremely fat. ): i ate so many pineapple tarts i look like one now. boooooooooo. okayso anyway happ cny everyone. for those of you who have many relatives, good for you, hong bao fest, but for those who dont (like me), live with it. gah. cny is over-rated, cliche nonsense. heh i sound like a cranky old women
Kay so nth much really. visiting and stuff. trying to forget stuff. blah.
beginning to think that im really ugly. and fucking fat. and did i mention ugly?sigh
omg i loook sooo fatttt in all my pictures i dont feel like uploading)))))))):
Im getting extremely extremely fat. ): i ate so many pineapple tarts i look like one now. boooooooooo. okayso anyway happ cny everyone. for those of you who have many relatives, good for you, hong bao fest, but for those who dont (like me), live with it. gah. cny is over-rated, cliche nonsense. heh i sound like a cranky old women
Kay so nth much really. visiting and stuff. trying to forget stuff. blah.
beginning to think that im really ugly. and fucking fat. and did i mention ugly?sigh
omg i loook sooo fatttt in all my pictures i dont feel like uploading)))))))):
Sunday, January 25, 2009
I kept crying and asking him why why why what did i do wrong?i gave him everything i could offer, love care time, but why did it still happened?i broke down and cried and ask him to take the pain away, repeatedly, but it wasnt helping and i asked him why isnt the pain going away over and over again. losing control bawling crying it just hurt too much i felt so numb i wanted to leap of the building. the thought of it was very satisfying and i could feel it. but i didnt and here i am now and i wish i did so
i dont want any of your pity
i dont want any of your pity
Saturday, January 24, 2009
It hurts so much. why? i cant cry coz i feel so numb? ill nvr believe you ever again. fuck off
We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day
When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?
He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say
Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away
We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day
When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?
He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say
Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
WHY IS EVERYTHING YOUR WAY
Messy
Tennis was cancelled. met up at 5 after some complications that made me kinda annoyed and upset. i called ger and said, "Our clique is broken up." gah, met g and j at bishan and head over to l's place where k was there already. so i came in and said, "Okay crisis, firstly air con please" (coz the weather was so hot) and we sat down and talked fr two hours. and so we sent k off and went to longhouse to eat dinner yumyum and went to icekimo ahahha, and stuff ourselves with ice cream. I miss them all and i miss clique very much, i wish we were same like during the o's. gah, nonsense happenings. watched Meet th spartans and haha, it was entertaining although i watched it before. "I want throwing up to be fun" hahaha. okay so i hope everything's gonna be okay again sigh although chances are very slim?
Anyw abt ytd, sry abt the abrupt post.
Live n loaded at scape with khai and met ameera and lukman there and yeh catched plainsunset hehe imiss them very much. however i also miss the small gigs they hold at scape where not much people come to and i get to stand in front and play a little. i just stood at the side ytd. people were moshing like its some hxc song, cmon la its plainsunset man? get a hang of yourself. and they are like advertising this on channel 5, and they are gonna host a gig at mediacorp (&i gt tix hehehe) and damn their gonna open up local music so that it becomes mainstream, haha?
shit happened and i went with ameera and all and went to bugis haji and heh heh made some new friends, funny people. reached home at 1145 and i enjoyed my day.
liar
peekchaaas
the clique minus Gail WITH the ferrari HAHA
Messy
Tennis was cancelled. met up at 5 after some complications that made me kinda annoyed and upset. i called ger and said, "Our clique is broken up." gah, met g and j at bishan and head over to l's place where k was there already. so i came in and said, "Okay crisis, firstly air con please" (coz the weather was so hot) and we sat down and talked fr two hours. and so we sent k off and went to longhouse to eat dinner yumyum and went to icekimo ahahha, and stuff ourselves with ice cream. I miss them all and i miss clique very much, i wish we were same like during the o's. gah, nonsense happenings. watched Meet th spartans and haha, it was entertaining although i watched it before. "I want throwing up to be fun" hahaha. okay so i hope everything's gonna be okay again sigh although chances are very slim?
Anyw abt ytd, sry abt the abrupt post.
Live n loaded at scape with khai and met ameera and lukman there and yeh catched plainsunset hehe imiss them very much. however i also miss the small gigs they hold at scape where not much people come to and i get to stand in front and play a little. i just stood at the side ytd. people were moshing like its some hxc song, cmon la its plainsunset man? get a hang of yourself. and they are like advertising this on channel 5, and they are gonna host a gig at mediacorp (&i gt tix hehehe) and damn their gonna open up local music so that it becomes mainstream, haha?
shit happened and i went with ameera and all and went to bugis haji and heh heh made some new friends, funny people. reached home at 1145 and i enjoyed my day.
liar
peekchaaas
the clique minus Gail WITH the ferrari HAHA
Yes its me in a ferrari and im saying fxck you HEHEHE, jealous!? haha
HAHAHA AND GUESS WHAT WE SAW TWO GRP OF PEOPLE ON OUR WAY BACK, JOACHIM AND HIS SIS AND CHONG DER AND JK WHICH WAS SO FREAKING AWKWARD LA HAHAHA. I KEPT SNIGGERING TO MYSELF, SO MEAN YA> HAHAHAH BUT IT WAS FUNNY. JAMMING SOON! WHEE
k byeeee
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
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Im bored so i tried this and i think its so true hahahaha
Thursday, January 15, 2009
MOVE ON
OKay so i got over the face that i didnt do well, okay not exactly got over but i didnt just mop around anymore making noise about why i didnt do well when i studied like crazy. i guess its God's will and everything happens for a reason, almsot a million people tell me that. ahha well thanks for all those who encouraged me to mvoe on, and telling me that you're proud of me, especially my family. they didnt scold me or anything they even comforted me and told em their proud of me, to not cry and helped me choose my courses. thank you mom sis and dad, ily and all the others <3
Kaaaaaay, so i am most probably going to rp and hey i kinda like the school and courses they offer, very interesting. so i hope i get into the course i want and like it there. now im waiting in anticipation for the last week of jan. hehhhh
Looking forward to sat where gonna catch plainsunset after sooooo long and yay sunday, tennis!!!! hehehe. here are peektures for monday and last fri?
Last fri
After results, and the one with k, i just finished crying so i look horrible but i think i look funny so haha enjoy
and then tennis with ger james and geraldine (ger sis) (:
OKay so i got over the face that i didnt do well, okay not exactly got over but i didnt just mop around anymore making noise about why i didnt do well when i studied like crazy. i guess its God's will and everything happens for a reason, almsot a million people tell me that. ahha well thanks for all those who encouraged me to mvoe on, and telling me that you're proud of me, especially my family. they didnt scold me or anything they even comforted me and told em their proud of me, to not cry and helped me choose my courses. thank you mom sis and dad, ily and all the others <3
Kaaaaaay, so i am most probably going to rp and hey i kinda like the school and courses they offer, very interesting. so i hope i get into the course i want and like it there. now im waiting in anticipation for the last week of jan. hehhhh
Looking forward to sat where gonna catch plainsunset after sooooo long and yay sunday, tennis!!!! hehehe. here are peektures for monday and last fri?
Last fri
After results, and the one with k, i just finished crying so i look horrible but i think i look funny so haha enjoy
and then tennis with ger james and geraldine (ger sis) (:
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
RESULTS ARE OUT TOMORROW. IM AFRAID... my hands are all sweaty now. hahah no, i am excited, all the anticipation. sigh shit i am freaking out
OKAY STOP IT SAMANTHAAAAAA! screams. okay so haha cute right, we're meeting an hr earlier at school to eat school food. red plate, yellow mee, nasi lemak hahahaha. "auntie jia dan!!!!!!!!! "(auntie add egg) hahahaha, always... screams. and yay we finally get to wear unfiorm again. &my smelly old torn and tattered shoes... & my coloured socks. hahaha and my skirt.. gosh i am sick am i!? ahahha.
Soo,ytd,it was a great day for me!(: i went out with khai hehehe, after work, at the pushcart. i was late so had to take a cab down gahhh, and work was so slow i fold paper cranes to past time till 3pm. haha so yeh walkwalk till haji, hehe peach this time but we talked alot abt our future and all that and hehehe, im happy. i hope we do work out and yeah for those of you who are unhappy about it then too bad uh? heh.
k all the best for me, i can do it in Jesus name, amen!(:
OKAY STOP IT SAMANTHAAAAAA! screams. okay so haha cute right, we're meeting an hr earlier at school to eat school food. red plate, yellow mee, nasi lemak hahahaha. "auntie jia dan!!!!!!!!! "(auntie add egg) hahahaha, always... screams. and yay we finally get to wear unfiorm again. &my smelly old torn and tattered shoes... & my coloured socks. hahaha and my skirt.. gosh i am sick am i!? ahahha.
Soo,ytd,it was a great day for me!(: i went out with khai hehehe, after work, at the pushcart. i was late so had to take a cab down gahhh, and work was so slow i fold paper cranes to past time till 3pm. haha so yeh walkwalk till haji, hehe peach this time but we talked alot abt our future and all that and hehehe, im happy. i hope we do work out and yeah for those of you who are unhappy about it then too bad uh? heh.
k all the best for me, i can do it in Jesus name, amen!(:
Friday, January 09, 2009
She got sick of reaching out and coming up empty handed. She left a farewell note saying,"May we meet again." We know how this ends.
The flyer job sucked? It was good pay by totally tiresome and horrible. I felt like shit coz everyone ignroed me outside centerpoint. Btw you and me, i went to the toilet to chuck some down the dustbin and might ahve clogged up 1 toilet bowl. oopsie im so sorry. my phone was dead on me, i had nobody to call. i used the payphone next to the construction worker and called me sis and gail. i tried to give out flyers again after going to 3 toilets. i gave up and went to taka coz my sis was there. i jsut stood there and ate the $1 ice cream. then, i started all over again and did the flyers. it wasnt that bad, maybe i jsut needed company. but it was kinda funny seeing some of the people's reaction. my arm aches. sigh. overall i just think it sucked, yet im gg again tmrw. whaaaada?
Going to tp sp and np open hses tmrw with ger james and sheryl. yehyeh. tdy before tht i ahd sucha great day with someone, but it turned out like towards the end. sigh. is this what always happens to us?
LET GO
The flyer job sucked? It was good pay by totally tiresome and horrible. I felt like shit coz everyone ignroed me outside centerpoint. Btw you and me, i went to the toilet to chuck some down the dustbin and might ahve clogged up 1 toilet bowl. oopsie im so sorry. my phone was dead on me, i had nobody to call. i used the payphone next to the construction worker and called me sis and gail. i tried to give out flyers again after going to 3 toilets. i gave up and went to taka coz my sis was there. i jsut stood there and ate the $1 ice cream. then, i started all over again and did the flyers. it wasnt that bad, maybe i jsut needed company. but it was kinda funny seeing some of the people's reaction. my arm aches. sigh. overall i just think it sucked, yet im gg again tmrw. whaaaada?
Going to tp sp and np open hses tmrw with ger james and sheryl. yehyeh. tdy before tht i ahd sucha great day with someone, but it turned out like towards the end. sigh. is this what always happens to us?
LET GO
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