I want to let go yet i want to hold on

Im getting extremely extremely fat. ): i ate so many pineapple tarts i look like one now. boooooooooo. okayso anyway happ cny everyone. for those of you who have many relatives, good for you, hong bao fest, but for those who dont (like me), live with it. gah. cny is over-rated, cliche nonsense. heh i sound like a cranky old women

Kay so nth much really. visiting and stuff. trying to forget stuff. blah.

beginning to think that im really ugly. and fucking fat. and did i mention ugly?sigh
omg i loook sooo fatttt in all my pictures i dont feel like uploading)))))))):