Bad day..

Went to raffles city after a phone call from my aunt to go for job interview for robinsons, the one as the expo. i took a cab there coz i was lazy and blah, i went to find aunt and she brought me to the queue. i entered by the front so with every turn i took, the queue got longer and longer. i got intimidated and felt scared. idk why, i jsut left the queue. no i didnt even queue. i just told aunt that i dont want it, and she asked me to come earlier tmrw, which is 2pm. i have no idea what to do. and i was alone. tried calling some people but everyone was busy. i felt like melting and be a part of the ground. i didnt know whre to go. felt lonely. walked around and i asked myself, "wtf am i doing?", so i left. i took to serangoon and i was so absorbed and upset that i missed my train station and stopped at kovan and took another train back to serangoon. fuck?

then aunt texted me and tlel me to call this guy to ask for a job, and i called and he rejected me dmanit. i gave up there. seriously. wehn she texted me i felt maybe there is hope, but when my phone read "disconnected" after a few secs of waiting for thim to pick up, it died off. fucking shit.

I know its just a small issue but i felt so fucked up.
Madness.