Im starting a new life

starting with,
trying out,
exploring,

HXC baby!


surprise surprise...

bye.

Hahaha, this song makes me happy, my baby pharrell is in it :-)

i went out with michelle and there was supposedly jamming and the only movie avaliable tht could end before 6 was valkyrie ahahah so we watched it la, and mich kept complaining it was boring. i thought it was fine but kinda draggy. hehe. and half way during the movie jo said jamming was cancelled.... argh. so when we came out of the theater we decided to watch another movie, love matters.haha idk why, we just felt like watching movies. hmm so i went home at 10.

Haha, oh and khai? good luck with your new girl. i'd rather cry now.

this is gonna be my last post for letsflyprettyeyes. coz prettyeyes died and flew away ehhe. changing link, dont ask me for unless i give it to you,thank you! bye

oh and guess what, i think im finally able to let go, becoz, i gave up! hah
wooh samantha welldone ha

I LOVE TENNIS AND MY AWESOME COMPANY! :] JAMMING TMRW AND MY ARM IS ACHING.BOO.

Drowning ship.
I'll find you somewhere, show you how much i care(:

Happy 1st birthday Koen!

Back to my first love, pharrell baby

HAHAHAHA. pharrell williams laa, saw this n.e.r.d video and start screaming, i havent seen him for a long time. ahh imy baby. hhaha!

I have so many pictures to upload from ytd.gah im sitll in the midst of resizing it..

ah kay im finally done. ytd was koen's birthday so we all met up at novena, gail's aunt place or something.they were using the function room. so anyway, just chilled and caught up with gail and zy, miss them all. i brought my dslr hahahaha and we played with all the lighting shiat. let the pictures speak for themselves, fuhh











this photo looks good eh, hehehe, looks professional haha! (the 4th one)

Hahaha look at this! look at my face. im just playing hehehe. its a hair band anywya, im acting like a nowadays hahaha! hippie band shiatxz rawkxz hahaha! kk go laugh

I like this picture(: hahah not the person HEHEH but the way yours truly took it. HAHA!

enjoy!and yeah i love all of you! miss you all alrdy, had a blast althought lennon and james werent there. ahh.

k im waiting for ger and james to come over for tennis. lose that fats baby! taaa!

imy.butbutbut oh no we're dead.yes go on,ignore me ignore me.right now im hanging on to, whaat? oh spite! there was even nth to hang on to.
so, you see, im falling...

There goes my hero, watching as he goes..

Mend me, then break me, then mend me again..........

Haha hey! im making use of the company's resources.hehehe. i didnt go for lunch today.. coz i had breakfast & its my last day today. although its quite short but i will miss it here. i like the people here. very pleasant and friendly although their all highranked(?i think) haha. this guy, Ariff just came to me and shaked my hand after 3 days. hahaha. he said he only always smile but dotn nkow my name. yeh so everyone is like that. i had alot of that yesterday and the first day, from cassandra, ying tze blahblah, not that you know or care, but id just like to write it down. &everyone is 20+ 30+ and so on, the youngest is 20, which is cass. so i am youngest hehe. oh they might extend me till next thurs? to the event day, and ill be doing registration!!1yay! anything but calling would do. hahaha. wow that will be awesome.

Im listening to mew again and blogging, chatting with ger. shes taking half day): so after 1 ill be all alone to countdown myself. ): blah. i cant wait for tonight! hehehe. and tmrw is val's day! im spending it alone. ahahha, i want to stay home and sleep. its just a stupid cliche day.not that i dont have anyone to spend it with but i just dont want to. hehe. and sunday, the clique minus lennon will be here. awww i miss lenny! ill be alone amongst the couples. ahh my family friend...

I MISS WHITLEY. random but yeh? I was in facebook looking at roshitha's profile ( yes at work hahah) and i saw our grad day photos.. i miss school, i miss my class surprisngly, i miss my uniform too. ahhh. i feel sad now. ): oh well. its just a phase of life, part and parcel

kay my random and boring post. tada!
comforting sounds

Worn out torn apart. hectic week for me. :O
instead of lazying around at home.

Saturday? was unexpected? hahaha. i had a waitressing job with sheryl&her friends, which i wasnt looking forward to. but it was really awesome, really fun and and eye opener. banquet kinda work, but my customers were bangalas and china men. hahaha? it was some company having a cny dinner for their workers. so it was really fun, made friends but no contact number was exchanged. it was so tiring, i worked 10hours. my feet was almost 1% to heaven. i had to runalot, touch dirty plates and tables,pour beer/drinks, and it was scary coz the men were cheeky, towards the end of the day they were drunk. i was also a part time beer girl.crazy buggers, all they want is beer.annoying too.but some bangalas were cute.hahaha,&they were rather polite too. i worked untill 1am after drying the cups, cleaning up and keeping of tables and chairs. I enjoyed myself although i almost died of fatigue.

Sunday?Lenny wanted to go out for the last time before he leaves. and also the last time oue clique will have all of us present. it was fun, we had bowling and joan and adeline joined us too.yes then we had yuki yaki? which was expensive and i think i only ate like 5 bucks worth.we stole alot of pudding though.hehehe.

Monday?sent lennon off.we all miss him already.we were the only group of people crying.he cried too. but seems like he likes aussie, from his blog. thats awesome. we had fun at t3 running screaming and stuff. sigh, but still, take care lenny! <3

Tuesday,i met ameera and mich, and they invited affandi along. we just chat and stuff, i had to go hom when i just came out of the hse coz i needed to take my bank book for my contract. damn? so i had to go to recruit express to sign a 3 day contract to work at ncs. mum found me the job so i wont laze aorundat home.. haha. after some DELAYS at orchard, the health and modelling shit, hahaha i met ger and james at adelphi and went to penin to get some stuff, (its a surprise(: ) and went for dnner. walked to clarke quay again hahaha, after very longgg, we joked like crazy like last time, james was acting as a blind man, in which he is very good at, besides being fat. hehehehehe chill and home

Wed, start of work.went to work with mom. i only had 4 hrs of sleep and was suffering like crazy. my job was to call all the customers to ask if they'd come for this event tht ncs are organising. they targetted all the bigshots so i have numbers to the prime minister's office. minister of state and all the gov companies. hahaha.. i felt intimidated calling all the ceos/directors? it was scary. so after lunch i dared to use ebuddy and germaine accompanied me. hehe, so i was counting down to 6, and i hate the telephone so much now. ): some of the PAs were rude, most of them were pretty nice, although some of them sound like they just WOKE UP.... HAHAHHAA, (get it?). some were pretty indirect to me, which was in other words, no im not coming. hahaha. i slept at 10pm, first time in since idk how many months.hahaha. i was sooooo tired

Tdy, my job was slack. i was really tired despite sleeping for 9hrs. my supervisor wasnt here and the whole morning i coldnt use my room coz they needed for a conference meeting.haha so yay. chatted with my colleague, shes only 21 and she is a marketing executive.haha wow? soooo, after lunch i couldt take it and made tea coz i was so tired. started calling but i cheated some hehe. i surfed the net alot too..hahaha & called ger.hehe. i finished the list of all the IT people by 5 and surfed the net hahaha. tmrw i have to call all the people who are not related to IT.(why do i call when its NOT RELATED?idk.) well, so far none said yes for this two days. but there are alrdy 50 people which im pretty glad about, however their not in our list. anyway, i was so glad when this guy i called, he reffered me to someone else and so i called him. he told me to sent him an email for the infomation and he will reply., and he did! he was the first i called that wnated to come. hahaha.. so yeh tdy wasnt that bad. i cant wait for tmrw to end... but i heard they might extend my contract, well so long as i dont have to call anymore! *screams

okay such a long post.sry ya. squeezing 5 days into 1. ahh i have to sleep soon. adios!

And i decided to dislike you now

Upset,angst

Big mouth?telling facts that arent important,and skipping the ones that are important.facts that should be told.im annoyed.pissed.argh. go fucking get a life.kay __

Busy4 days or so.hahaha im still lazy to blog about it. i am working at ncs for 3 days hehehe. $$$ and wasting time hehehehe. yayayayyaa! i can get alot of things off my mind.and hmmm, thank you Lord. and hehe, saturday, which is valentines day (fuck that) heheh im spending it alone, yipeeee hehehe. alright! &starting of mon, i might be working at raffles place haha. alright sexiness.

k bye.nbcbs.

I said, "Farewell,till we meet again."

Given up love,or if it was even there in the first place?
I was holding on to something that was never there.



Now hush,dont cry

Why am i always caught up in complications?
Courting death every now and then
I keep getting burned but i still continue playing with fire

Stupidity.

i had two long days.ill blog tmrw.

I just checked out postbox ep trailer and my hair is standing lke crazy and i have no idea why. cant explain why but i feel good listening to their songs. fucking shit. i cant wait for 21st feb for their ep launch!, hehe check out their myspace. www.myspace.com/postboxband

Take me to the disco ball

Bored to my wits
Extremely extremely lazy.

fucken shit
@!#!#!@!4#%#$

Bad day..

Went to raffles city after a phone call from my aunt to go for job interview for robinsons, the one as the expo. i took a cab there coz i was lazy and blah, i went to find aunt and she brought me to the queue. i entered by the front so with every turn i took, the queue got longer and longer. i got intimidated and felt scared. idk why, i jsut left the queue. no i didnt even queue. i just told aunt that i dont want it, and she asked me to come earlier tmrw, which is 2pm. i have no idea what to do. and i was alone. tried calling some people but everyone was busy. i felt like melting and be a part of the ground. i didnt know whre to go. felt lonely. walked around and i asked myself, "wtf am i doing?", so i left. i took to serangoon and i was so absorbed and upset that i missed my train station and stopped at kovan and took another train back to serangoon. fuck?

then aunt texted me and tlel me to call this guy to ask for a job, and i called and he rejected me dmanit. i gave up there. seriously. wehn she texted me i felt maybe there is hope, but when my phone read "disconnected" after a few secs of waiting for thim to pick up, it died off. fucking shit.

I know its just a small issue but i felt so fucked up.
Madness.

I watched live N Loaded just now and i was like whaada. haha? but some acts were like, woah.heh.. next week's my turn to go hehe. i kinda have doubts abt gg now coz yeah the crowd..hmmm. saw a few familiar faces/monkeys in the crowds. hehe.. but i really wanna catch plain sunset. so yeah!

i stayed home today and fat fits again and went to the gym to work out, suprising?

i am eating yogurt which is flavoured passion fruit and its surprisingly nice hehe, eat yogurt. no ice cream! heh low fat

anyway i jsut downloaded the new msn msnger and its so nice hehehe. okay whatever im a mountain tortoise

kay this post is lame and random whateverrrrr, im jsut bored

Annoyed, Irritated

With the world.

and especially myself.

Mood swings

buzz off

Yesterday, long day which turned out pretty well. haha. met Ger at 345 instead of 330, she was late although i was late. hehe. we went to bugis street hahaha, i thought i could find some hidden treasures but all i found was ah lian and trendy wankers nonsense. hehehe, sorrry. so we got bored, and i... brought her to sungei road! hahaha. she was so fascinated she got amused by everything. the wires the phone the things they sell hahaha, it was so funny. she bought something from this aunty which i bought from last time too. hahaha we pitied her so we gave her a dollar more. hehe (: *angelic hahaha..

So we left and met J and K and head on to my place for tennnnisssss, and blah it was kinda boring. kinda tensed too.idk why. we brought down 6 balls, in which we lost 5, got back 4, and lost idk how many any left with 1. hehhhhhhhhhh. damn. So L came and at 8 we left blahblah went to chomp2 agaaaaaain. frigging full man. cabbed to lennon's place and chill. same old same old.

Happy birthday H

this photo is funny haha look at my face

then slacking at lennon's.

Jumper

6.45am, 30/01/09 - moe: SAMANTHA THAM YUAN LING, you are posted to
REPUBLIC POLY, Integrated Events Management (R28) under 2009 JAE.

Kay so stop asking.

Which was my first choice, so yeah, i guess if i think postively this is the only good deal tht came out of my o levels. hah? so my interview was successful. guess i was lucky, no i am blessed, coz most of my friends got into horrible courses. so yeh...

Have been busy lately

So ytd, it was Kevin's birthday. and before that i met ameera and michelle, haha and we chilled and stuff coz i havent seen mich for a long time hehe. so went to the library cafe to eat/drink and walkedwalked blahblah we were so tired, idk why im tired too? haha.

so at 5 i went to city hall to meet L and K but damn they were late and i was late alrdy. so i got annoyed hahaha and went shopping with the company of germaine on te phone hahaha. i bought a pair of heels coz i thought iw as wearing too slackish since ger told me she was wearing dress and james was wearing nice. i was just wearing a sweater and jeans hahaha. so i bought a pair of nice heels to wear hehehe. and for once i saw lennon in jeans :O hahaha so yeah. headed down to msq yuki yaki but it was packed so we went to seoul garden. i ate little the rest ate like soo much.

haha so anyw me and ger planned on getting K a bday cake so we had to run to swensens in my frigging heels so i changed halfway hahaha back to my flats and ran back. so the cake was like jostled (hahahaha exaggerating) coz we afraid kevin would see us so in the end we asked james to get one of the waitress out to take the cake. so yay! hahaha. thn we were eating eating the chocolate fondue hahaha and they tried mixing chocolate and cooking nonsense, wasting food in other words. the manager came out with the cake and everyone started clapping and singing Happy Birthday hahaha, kevin's face was priceless hahaha then he started clapping and pointing to lennon hahahaha. so yeah, it was really fun. snapped alot of photos and yeah. here's a full account on what happened coz Gail wasnt there(she in japan) and yeh she pretty much would want to know wht happened. (: so went shopping a bit and home

Tdy, mich foreced me to go training with her. and i didnt really enjoy coz i dont like the new team. i miss the 07 team)): booo. kayyyy so yeah as usual she snapped photos and snapped non stop with ehr pinky camera hehe. so blah, my shorts was so tight ahhahaha i couldnt move i felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. blah. so lazy la. so went for dinner with mich and ger joined us. had jamming at the flower shop hahaha. its a small room which has drums and amps yeh so we got to jam for free. we played Hot n Cold successfully, and a bit of Put Your Records On coz kent didnt learn again, blah. so yeah it was pretty good haha. my arm was aching like hell though..so we left at 930 and icekimo.boring! blahblah catch up &stuff.

Results are tmrw morning.scary mary.i heard its btw 8am-11am? haha im gonna wake up at 12pm so i dont have to stare at my phone and get scared. haha.


Happy birthday kevin!

Hahahaha i was really full...

Lennon's present to kevin, sweet huh ^^

Ily all(: plus gail. we miss you(: