Nobody warned me about your smile

Im sooo fucking tired. phyically and mentally.sigh. really really tired. my arms and legs hurts frm the crutches. and my mind is so tired. dont have enough sleep. );

Ytd, i went to Kk for my Mri thing. hah. it wasnt really scary. i jsut had to lie down there for abt 45mins plus and they surroundings were so noisy and they gave me radio to hear bt the headphone were so soft. haha. i tried to sleep but woke up when i heard some song. ehhehe.

Tdy, i went to watch the match btw wss and canadian international. hah. they were very agrressive, everything also slide. hahah. the score is 1-1. heh. they arent very experience bt very agrressive thats all. Miss low paid for my trip there, so nice right. hehe. went with shannen, devyah and khai. coach seemed shocked that i was there. haha. oh, and asyurah cried cause she was so touched that i wanted her to gt her motivation back by gg to the goalpoast without my crutches and trianing her. but coach didnt allow halfway so i had to go back and sit):

ohoho! i can walk alryd. HEHE. but its still unstable. i wish to sleep now. im so tired.

why the fuck do u still wanna be with me since you claim that your always crying cause of me and i bring so much unhappiness to you?dont really have much of a clue what i did, i apologised. since u hate me that much why nt just leave me/? im not cryng because ive had enough and im fucking tired of crying alrdy. yeah

i miss my boyfriend and i wish he'd love me all over once again