so petty, sigh. what the fuck is wrong seriously? all i did was to call and asked how are you and i got fucking yelled at. you know sometimes i think im doing too much, i should stop... just stop. maybe less then a 101% like always. maybe just 49%, just like you put in 50% for this., i dunno what you called it. dont expect me to forgive u so easily anymore, bcause honestly, ive had enough. yeah, too many times.. sigh

OKAY/. my weekends: sleep.read.sleep.eat. crap. heh. mom doesnt even let me go out, ): sigh. boring. im growing fat. waaay to fat. and my arms and back are aching from the crutches. im gg for a MRI on wed and im scared. its going into this tunnel thing and its scary. maybe ill die soon cause im losing too much cells. the xray is gonna kill me. maybe im gonna gt electric shock. hahaha. shutup.

sigh. schooool.... Oh Lord free me from my crutches. i cant wait to walk normally. ):

i wish i wish...