I really dont know what to do, i dont wanna leave yet i have to. i need a big break, i need to be free again. im sorry for everything, everyone that ive hurt. esp you, im sorry. its all my fault. ive brought this to you. well i know ivr nvr regretted what ive done, being with you during this 8 months is indeed a blessing. you have been the guy that ive spend with for so long, please do take care of yourself. i hope u'd find someone better. someone defenitely better than me, and can treasure your love till infinity. ive always loved you, i hope someday we'll be tgt again. till i find it back, i hope you'd forget me. im sorry for all the grief and trauma ive brought you. thanks for the love, presents, hugs&kisses, ill always rmb them. i promise. these 8months, i will always rmb.

i guess its over, goodbye and im awfully sorry.):

wish i can get away from all this trauma, i need help ): ♥