"Look at her smile, its so fake." Then why not you come and try to make me smile? bitches.

): Okay i dont think i should deserve what im getting now. its too much to handle. it makes me feel that life is indeed very sad. ):

Ok which ever that suits you, take it as my explanation.

"You're not helping at all, instead of comforting me you get angry. what is it suppose to mean? now i blame myself for letting you affect me and also for getting so deep into it. it really hurts. you're my awful heartbreak, do you know? ): whenever i look at you now, i'll just feel like crying. they told me its not worth it giving everything up, just for you. now, why am i so dumb? wish i could just forget you, but i cant."

"And i still love you, i just need a break, a time out, do u understand? its not over ...yet. i just need to feel free again. sorry if i made u misunderstand me. i need to take a breather. please i hipe you'd understand."

"Im not out to please everyone, i cant. im soryr i made decisions without hearing your views.. or rtaher i did but nobody felt it was important, im sorry. please we need to talk"

I CANT FUCKING FORGET YOU, DO U THINK ITS THAT EASY??????/ IT ISNT.....................