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Fatigue.......
I feel really tired although i cant sleep. i hate that feeling. i fel sickly altohugh there's nothing wrong with me. i think i havent been eating right or enough. yeah i know the rest is probabl gonna kill me coz i was making so much noise about eating today and they all wanted to punch me. i jsut dont feel like eating. i can go through the whole day without eating, and maybe just water. but i just eat to make sure i have some food in me. like a piece of bread could last me through 14 hrs or so.&whenever i eat i feel like puking.urgh sick& crazy right? i kinda like it.haha, okay i think you think im bonkus now. i hate food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screams go away.

Okay so i jsut got back from the airport, was sending ym sis off to Japan, damn she's so lucky. its like the third school trip she went alrdy. arghhh, she is going there to play floorball & all the sightseeing stuff, skiing snowboarding and all that.it so unfair. imagine if we go there to play soccer, gossssssh tht would be heaven man. haha? and it would be snowing. urgh!

Ytd i had last min work. and so, it wasnt as boring. i did quite a good job i think the customers were pretty satisfied with my attitude. i was surprised with my attitude. iw as so nice. but closing was shitty coz i screwed up and i took an hr to close. ahhh. i forgot to count the money before switching off. silly. urgh, and the reciept had no paper. i had to ask the neighbouring pshcart although i kinda dislike her. hahahah but she really helped me and i guess i cant be that judgemental.. &before that i went to old school with Khai hahah and bloody hell, the blazer that i liked cost 1007bucks. whaaaada?

Oh and jsut now went for the once a week dinner with cliquey. and yeah we were great although there were some hmmmm complications. although nobody really noticed it? i was yammering abt ava so much ahaha, oh anyway ily'all so much!

Im eating grapes,yumyum healthy. ahhaha.
One more day to my sweet 16? haha?

It isnt love if you can live with that person; it is love if you cant live without that person
And sadly i cant live without him