It is... indeed my worst birthday ever. nobody is free to celebrate it with me. very little people remembered. my parents didnt even wish me. i spent the whole day crying at home. my parents are nt even free to take me out. i got asked by someone to give him space.

fuck 12 december really. ive always waited for this fucking day and now i dread it so much. i just wish that the day will end soon..

and everyone is saying to me, Hey happy birthday, enjoy your day. cmon man im at home doing nothing and how the fuck do i enjoy my day?

Oh and the only thing that made me felt abit happy was gail had lunch with me and ger came over as a surprise (although i kinda knew it alrdy) for like 15 mins to give me a cheesecake. thank you both of you

i really hate my birthday.