It hurts to know the truth... i dont want to know the truth. hide me from it. im a loser, i like running away from reality.

im sorry that im so emotional.
i am trying to eat. i ate bread.
i finally managed to sleep. kinda? i took unecessary drowsy medicine to make myself sleep and i went to exercise to make myself tired.

i dont deserve anyone.,really.sry.

pining for the one that doesnt deserve me, rejecting the one that pines for me and obviously deserves much better