i feel so helpless. im so damn sad.where's god, i need him so much now.i hate the feeling im feeling now.i dread going to school,i dont wanna see him,although i need him so much.i dont trust him anymore.i only ate two slices of brad the whole day.im about to faint.i dont feel anything.im so painful.all i feel is pain and hurt,my heart aches,i cant take this,i wanna leave this.im stupid.i wish i was strong,help me,someone pls help me.i need you so much.im crying so much,where are you where are you,having a party i suppose.you've always wnated me to feel this way,so yes i hope you;re happy now that im all emotionalsuicdalfuckeduphurtupsethorrible.i need love.

i need GOD