EXHAUSTED IM SOOO TIRED BUT JUST TO ALL YOU WHOEVER WHO READS MY BLOG IM NOT A FUCKING EMO SHIT ALRIGHTTTTT im just sad, well dont you have sad times too, and yes i have alot of damn problems with life but is yours any better? nah uh, so shut the fuck up and go away kkkkk plsplspls

poa killed me somehow im in heaven blogging now heee

ohoh and i stayed back in shcool to study with zhiyi and supposedly mich and ameera bt blahblah, and hmm and ezatie too, yay girls envriroment no more guys, no actually talked to joachim and kent too abt the band stuff and hmm miss jamming somehowwwwwww, ahhah, akward also, and yes also jo is playing for ger for the talent comp thingy and i wanted to hear it but didnt gt the chance too,oh and tdy i brought a guitar to shcool and everyone was giving me the eye and probably thinnking, "eh she guitarist now ah? thought drummer" oh bt luckily i was with mich, and yes the guitar is for ger actuallyyyy and my chinese paper was killing me too, i didnt bother to put it any effort coz o's for chinese are like sooo ovaaaa? oh but ss, heeee quite pleased coz i studied heh heh, and poa was so fucking screwed so fuck off please. aw. im sooo boreeeedd.

im lost, as in mindset-edly? ah fuck
and, im cynical i think im growing old and grumpy

actually i have loads to say abt all my emo fucking feelings but awww, people are talking abt me bring emoish and unable to handle SOME THINGS, awwww, talk abt freedom of speech, so fuck eh kayyyyyyy hehe, at least i dont claim like im all emo and put my fringe over my eyes, (i have nice eyes hehe its a waste if i covered it), and plugging into their big headset or earphones and listen to those emo songs, like "Life sucks, let me bleed, cold is my soul," and all the fuck? im currently listening to coldplay and electrico, ha is that emo-ish hehe, nope

oh and that day i was walking to school alone and all sad-ish over SOME PROBS electrico's song was like, i think ah if i rmbed properly, "You;re all alone tonight" and i was like, rolling my eyes and saying fuck, as if i dont know, hahhhhhhh im soooo sarcastic right now i can kill you with it hehehe
oopsie im so sorrrryyy

oh somehow im still lost after this post, heh
wow its a long boring post