Whywhywhywhy the fuck do i still carelove you so much when all you do is walk away and away and away and then i have to chase and to chase and to chase

but no, not today, i went away andaway and away too

and im so bored thinking of you and what youre gonna do to hurt me more

so i cry all the time with all these questions in my mind

but no not today i chose not to cry

so your stuck stuck stuck in my head

and fuck that, really

Hoooh, havent been blogging in a long time cause i havent been online.loadsa things has happened and lets see what i can remember. Oooh, got back report book! shrieks. i failed overall with a 49/100 percentage. crap, i fialed both maths and the rest were like a 4 5 6, yesss i didnt gt a 1 2 3 so shutup.

Then last saturday went for Hillsong concert heh heh and i enjoyed myself praising the Lord singing my heart out. we were there in faith and God gave us a miracle *winks. ahah. we didnt have ticks bt someone sold us 2 and one usher gave us one, heh heh trust in the Lord. anyway yeh u cried cause i was sad that i havent been tlaking to God for so long and ive been ignoring him alot not talking to him and thinking of stupid things. sooo, hmm i have been talking to God more now, hehe i love Him

Then monday was the big fat O for chinese. so crappy i swear. the compo was rather tough for me cause i cant translate english ideas cause i frekaing dunno what is it call in chinese. so the paper 2 was rather fine i think the compre was managable most of the answers could be found in the passage

Soo yes its the holidays but its nt for me supposedly cause we have to study bt the classes tht we have to go back is so little compared to other schools i think. and i ahevnt started studying except when i went back to shcool for poa. have been spending time with you know who

sigh today is sooooo crappy. im not going out tdy and its soooo bored. im gonna sleep eat study watch tv watch movies online. yes im really that bored. and no im not blaming you cause im always fucked up

anyway im very into postsecrets now i wanted to buy this book ytd at pageone but its quite pricy and hmm im still thikning it over. heh heh

ohhh! and btw i got my d60 on sunday. HEHEHE. yes yes show offffff.. but something to show off mahxz. hheheh.

what hurts more then losing you... is knowing you're not fighting to keep me