I miss training alot. have been thinking about it alot too. its crap seriously. i dont understand why every single time i get hooked onto some sports i like ill injrued myself and i cant train and ill be lag behind from starting 11 to benchwarmer perhaps. its my last year and i cant play. sometimes i think back and ask myself wtf was i so playful the last time and decided to play. if i had just sat there nothing would have happened ill be all hyped up everytime i hear theres training. i miss the team alot i kinda feel im nt with the team anymore. its like everyone is getting closer whereas i dont even turn up to watch training and yes i really miss running aorund the field being with people that have the same passion; making it happen. ive been thinking alot and i wanna go back to training this week, im gonna talk to coach about it and i hope he lets me go for light training. the incident happened for abt 2mnths alrdy, i havent played for two months. sigh, i guess everything has a reason. im slacking my guts out at hoe and everything and the team is slogging their guts out. my name is included in the team and i know they'll make it to the top 3(: and yes i wont even be happy to take the trophy, if tht ever happens... sigh. im so depressed i really wanna play soccer again.