Kinda tired. i always am. ahhaha. maybe its because of the things ive been going through. heh. you know God didnt make love this way. sigh. recently the bad memories of us are taunting me, those that were waaaaay waay behind my mind long ago. scary. been feeling that there are lots of things hiding from me. pretending.

Ummmm. Week 2 sucks. haha. tired tired tired. need sooo much sleep but there is nvr enough time. school has been teaching and teaching, duh? ahhaha. what else. Okay, and training is sooo tiring. my whole life is about being tiring or what. trianing is so solemn, everyone is just training hard, hardly even any after. bet their alot of swearing and curses though. hah, coach has been veyr mean to us. training fitness like we;re some ns men. hahaha.crap. and i still hate a maths, but i like e maths. ^^ hehehe.

addicted to Johari Window HAHA