I am probably the one that is always in fault. You know, i really did try controlling my anger. i really did. its nvr helping all the time. do u think it was fun crying in the toilet thinking about what ive done wrong and trying to tell myself to change? its not easy, it really isnt.

Hellllllo, thursday was fun. kinda? skipped school cause i was tired. and went out to study aft that -.- aha. went to the national library and study uh. ayeh ato make me bang my finger against the wall on door and it hurts uh, hahaha blue black on my knuckle. ahaha,,

Okay friday gt back results and got three A's :D nyahahhaa.. stupid the perosn tht key in my marks gave me a 48 for my humans. like wtf? i rmb i passed uh. the person saw the person on top of me which was 48. and i actually got 76. when i received it i cried man. hahah then alot ppl ask me go find selva. so i went to find her.. and like i waited for her till 1hr? wtf. and then she started scolding me for nt telling her i history.. i told her i was frm history la wtfffffff. damn pissed uh. so yeah this term i did quite well. i counted my l1r4 it was 15 (: l1r5 is 19 i tihnk. hahaha bloooooddddy. and we talked to mr ng abt poly and jc. here comes his motivaional/inspirational talk again, hahaha.

I MISS MY SISTERRRRRRRRRR. SHES GONE TO GERMAINY): I WANTED TO CRY UH WHEN I SAW HER LEAVE ):

And tdy went out with germaineeeeeee:D haha. I was damn late. due to some things tht happened at home. k then we did the same things tht we havent did for so longggggg. haha went to topshop i saw this really nice outfit but i think its 90bucks? we went to tinkerbelle and i wanted this flat pointed. bt there was no size ): so i was sad. haha, went to watch music and lyrics. it was quite nice. haha.. ok we went to Blossomz and see if got shoes. haha, thn have but they have small heels. so i decided to buy. hahah so they dont have the size so they called cathay and we reserved it. heh heh. so we went to cathay and got it. ahah took a neoprint tht i havent take in 23644 years. ahah.

Erm. somethings happen and nth much. my dad was really @%#^&.argh. Gonna get that black top !! i want itttttttt. but its 93bucks? what the hell. okay i miss my sisterrrrr